I punched a fly today, I don't know whether I should be proud or ashamed. Things have been quiet around here lately, only the dogs and cats are here to keep me company. Yet, I find myself always locking myself in my room shutting them out, further throwing myself into the darkness. I once used to find gaming fun and exciting, but I quickly came to realize that it wasn't the games I was drawn to, it was my friends. I would spend hours talking and joking around with these so called 'friends', but slowly they started dissipating one by one. Soon I found myself struggling with my introversion, and my need for human interaction that I grabbed at any attention I could get. I found myself apologizing for having fun, for bothering someone if they were playing with other people. I was afraid that they would run away..
Yeah I cant keep that up anymore xD. I'm bored and I have no friends.
